Just don't understand people around me... i just don't know what they want in their heart. For a moment they treat you very good and the other moment they ignore you as if like you are a total stranger to them. Is the world like that? Or am i being very immature or i don't know how to think? There's a lot of thing i may not understand but i learning steps by steps and trying very hard to figure out. Am i a person who is very pessimistic??? Ha i don't evenknow myself well.
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A deadline is negative inspiration. Still, it's better than no inspiration at all.

Haiz.. this few days i'm quite sad... i don't know the reason why. Am i rather too emotional? Feelings this kind of thing is so profound. Even my own feeling i also can't interpret. So sad... or rather am i a failure??? this year i tried very hard in my studies, but it seems like i still can't do my best. Did i use a wrong way to revise or am i distracted by something else? I know i have something in m mind that keeps bohering about me but i just can't say it out.

Today's science paper make me so tired... tomorrow still have maths paper 2, i doubt my ablities of passing that subject man. Haiz... this is the first time in my lifetime i'm so hardworking. I really wish to play basketball but i don't seem to have time for that.

I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
I am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life.
I am a heart, you are my beat,
beating rhythmically to my happiness,
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love, and happiness.

Today is geography paper... that paper was quite ok if you did study. Tomorrow having science paper, can't even study. I don't have any mood to study... haiz perhaps i should stop talking nonsence, better go study now... try to memorise as much as i can.

Today i went to hougang green to study for geography. I'm tired beat... later have to carry on studying with my geography... so sianz man... don't talk anymore go and study liao.

Today i actually went to chsb passing out parade... i was like damn sianz man... sitting down there like having suana... waited for so long then the whole programme commence... like an idiot sitting down there don't know waiting for wat...after the whole thing we went to watch tales of two sister... that show was so scary man... but at least i know what's going on... so tired going to revise homework now.

Haiz... today was so scary man. I was shocked by Tienli...Haha... she vomitted out suddenly. Don't know how is she now. Hope she's alright cause tomorrow we're having oral examination. I better go start my revision now, if not i think i don't have enough time to revise.

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Today i'm so tired man... just reach home at around seven plus. Ha today juliana bought strepsils for me man. So touching.Whaha... she told me she failed her test and i don't know what to do to ask her not to be sad. Anyway today i don't think i have the energy to revise anymore.

Though a good motive cannot sanction a bad action, a bad motive will always vitiate a good action. In common and trivial matters we may act without motives, but in momentous ones the most careful deliberation is wisdom.

Today i'm so tired. But todat is the day that i'm being dismiss so early. Haha... In the end i went to Plaza Singapura with grace and juliana... just because she go then i go... am i stupid? i've just know her for not a long time and today i think i provoke her and she got angry. I'm not so sure whether she's angry, but i don't think she's so petty. I will always remembered what she said to me today... "Do I trust you?" woh! that breaks my heart man... Ha but never mind with that. Going to start on my revision.

Today i'm so tired...Just came back from the philharmonic winds concert. Overall the concert is not that bad. For the repertoire most of the songs are serious music but i did not fall asleep. Well i better go sleep now if not tomorrow i might fall asleep in class... haha.

False friendship, like the ivy, decays and ruins the walls it embraces; but true friendship gives new life and animation to the object it supports.

In this world, not everyone is truthful to each other... there will bound to be someone making use of someone else in order to have their plan being a success one. Must we human beings make use of one another? Maybe this kind of incident only happen in my life or maybe in the life of teenagers? Or perhaps i'm not that kind of person who is able to take thing easy... I also don't really understand what i want. Things that i want i may not be able to achieve but i can tell myself i had already tried my best. No matter what i'm just a mortal, i dont' have those kind of special powers. And in this world, percentageof people having special powers is not that large... so what if they have special powers? there are something that i'm sure they can't reach. Everybody has their own limits and abilities.

Everyday things around us changes. We can't predict what would happen next... Life is so urpredictable. You were once a very good friend of somebody and suddenly thing change so fast that soon they became enemies... Well life is like the earth, revolving everyday, every hour, every minute... People's character also change as time passed... Nothing in your life in perfect, have to learn to take things easy. No matter what happens, we must have the courage to face the reality...

Life takes on meaning when you become motivated, set goals and charge after them in an unstoppable manner.

I'm sick...so sad. Hate to be sick... have no energy to do anything i want. I spent today's time nothing just to eat and sleep...But i told myself not to slack anymore. Each day at least must revise a subject better than never revise. At least i will learn something and i may discover something new that i don't know in class. Maybe during lesson time i'm not concentrating well enough. I'm so happy, i passed my poa twice recently... Although my poa is my worst subject, i must at least strive for a pass. Believe in myself! I can do it!!!

Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves
telling each other the deeper details of our lives...things
we don't even share with the families who raised us.
But what is a friend? A condifant? A shoulder to cry on?
An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these...and more.
No matter where we met, no matter how long we've
been together...I call you friend. A word so small,
yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion,
a word overflowing with love. Truly great things
come in small packages. Once the package of
friendship has been opened, it can never be closed.
It is a constant book always waiting...waiting
to be read...and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements...
we may have our disappointments...we may argue..
we may concern one another...friendship is a unique
bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each
of us goes into our friendships...our humor...our
experiences...our tears. Friendships are foundations...
necessary for life...and love. Friends...you and me...you
brought another friend and then we were three...
we started our group...our circle of friends...
there is no beginning...there is no end.

Love is a symbol of eternity
that wipes away all sense of time,
removing all memory of a beginning
and all fear of an end.

Today i told the teacher that i'm going to retake the examination. Having poa test, i don't know whether i would pass this round. I've caught a flu, think that i'm going to be sick. Hope that i will not be sick on the day when i'm having my oral examination.

In the world nothing is impossible... just the matter you want to give it a try or give up. If you really give up maybe it's the end of your own world or maybe miracle may happen. You never know... Just try and strive for things that you've been hoping of thinking of, JUST DO IT!!!

Today i've got back my 'O' Level result. Before i got the result back, i was so nervous. After getting back i was so depressed and i don't know what to do... It was 1st time in my life i ever have that kind of feeling, not even in 'N' Level. I don't know what to say either... i have no words to describe my feelings now... I feel very helpless and stress, hanging in the air so helplessly.

Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us. Oh, be swift to love, make haste to be kind.

Today got scolded by that Mdm Yong. I think she's so unreasonable. Haha... but i will not let to spoil my mood. I've been waiting for my Mother tongue lesson as i know that she brought the vcd of thunder storm... Though it was quite a slow movie but i enjoyed watching it...Mr Pah our English teacher let us see the 1st dayof 'O' Level oral paper... I presumed he wanted to let us know about the standard. He also returned us the English mock we had recently do. All along i did not even think of passing the paper but eventually i pass. I was so happy... Whaha....

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

Today is such a stress day. After the practical mock, i'm having a big headache... i went home to sleep till now. Getting nearer and nearer to the 'O' Levels i'm still slacking all over. What shall i do??? Still wondering will i be able to pass 'O' Level this year....

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

Happy birthday to Singapore... Although is national day but i find it very boring, i'm stuck at home the whole day. I did nothing, just to eat, sleep, watch tv, play and nothing else....

wah...sianz man...just now my blogspot was ok... but don't know what had happened to it...

Today was so tired... the game of soccer between chsb and xmsb was not exciting at all. And i was like sitting down there sun tanning. It's so hot, i'm sweating all over the place. We also went to eat pizza hut today just to try out the new type of pizza. That's the cheezy pizza.

just came home... i was so tired after playing basketball. today i did not complete my e.maths paper 1, as a result i was punished by Mdm Ee... 1st time in my sec 5 life being punished by teacher... after a long time, i'm still not able to make e webby nicer... i'm so tired...

after so much struggle just to figure out how to change e skin of this webby, i still do not know how to change it. such a failure... but i'm not going to give up just like this...

i'm so tired today. just finished my e.maths paper 1. todays' celebration was not that fun... only got to eat and cheer. nothing much special had happened...

to love someone indeed need a lot of effort... to see someone you love ignoring you is heart trobbing... nobody will understand the feeling inside my heart. ever thought of giving up on him??? i doubt u can make it. it's not impossible but it need a lot of time to do it. when u love someone, he might not love you. but when someone love you, u don't love that person. haiz... love indeed a word that let lots of people happy and sad over it...

to love someone indeed need a lot of effort... to see someone you love ignoring you is heart trobbing... nobody will understand the feeling inside my heart. ever thought of giving up on him??? i doubt u can make it. it's not impossible but it need a lot of time to do it. when u love someone, he might not love you. but when someone love you, u don't love that person. haiz... love indeed a word that let lots of people happy and sad over it...

Nothing's gonna change my love for you, You ought to know by now how much I love you. One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love.