When something is so simple, one choose not to simplify it and complicate it. Isn't it a best way to have a simple way out than a complicated one?

I feel like nothing. Who really treats me important other than my parents? So much negatives thoughts running in my mind right now AGAIN. Felt suffocated with so much so much. 

I've yet to sleep. I'm tired mentally but not physically. I might be crying, I might not be strong. I might even wish to choose to run away than facing it cause I would wish no more. Who to tell who to rest on? My bed.