Time really flies. Friends that you've hang out with, just don't seems to be there anymore. I just don't wish things that are just left with question marks just like that. I wish to know. I don't wish to fret for this and that. Why can't things be settle just like that? I really don't wish to regret in my life. If one day i'm gone, the regrets in my life will just be with me. Please contact me if you know what i'm talking about.









I'm tired.

I'm so much incomparable to those who's around you for years. As compared, i think i'm not up to standard. I've summarise everything in my mind without letting anyone know. Jealousy in me is getting uncontrollable. I'm so afraid. So so afraid. Or i don't get contented easily?


To be continued...

Today is the ending of my happiness, tomorrow is the start of my sorrow. Tomorrow starts work. I hope everything will run smoothly for everyone. I'm missing my darling now. Haha! Cooking my dinner too though i'm not hungry. Yesterday and today makes a difference. Whaha!

Ignore me if you want. You can ignore me forever you want to. It's all my fault that it always ended up like that. I hate myself.. Just treat me non existing in your life. I can disappear in your life. I will leave the own world of mine.

Recently i'm often moodless for everything. I don't know why. Do i really need that much attention? Do i? I wonder why... Either i'm lack of sleep or i'm just tired of working. I need plenty of rest and fun.