guess how was my job today??? hmmm... it was fine. Not tt tiring coz it oni last for 5 hrs... well i dunno my day for tml... better catch some sleep... byebye!

ha... it's very fast tt i tml start wrk liao... very sudden worx... hmmm... maybe a gd n bad ting to me... gd= no nid to rot at home liao... bad= sales promoter again!!! haiz... later kanna complained again.. so scary siax... hmm... today i went out wif winnie, my new frenz... hah a very cute n chubby gal... we went to watch dawn of e dead... it was very scary siax... tink it shld not be NC-16, shld be M-18 mah... anyway today went to watch tis show oso nid to flash NIRC... sian man... tink 10 years later when i go watch NC-16 show oso will check my NIRC... do i look really like a kid??? welll 4gt it man... anyway i enjoyed myself today... tt's it! got to sleep le if not tml i wil not have energy for wrk ar! nitez!!!

Haiz... what should i say??? well dian had left us liao... it's really fast man... we went to send her off today erm... meaning 23rd of April... at first i was like very happy de... don't know why but after dian heading for the departure gate i was like kinda sad le... then i saw qQ cried haiz... zhen shi de... when i see people cry i can't stop myself from crying cause i'm already sad le... but what to do??? i can't stop myself from crying... it's very uncomfortable to do that... we all took photo for the last time... i mean not really last time but we still have to wait for like another 5 years??? WOah that's a long period of time... Hmmmmmm........ the last outing of us was on the 17th of April... from now onwards every year our meeting will not have dian le... ='( well only for 5 years... gonna miss her but the person who will miss a lot is qQ bahx... they are best frenz... well... anyway wo hui mo mo de wei ta qi dao de... overall, all of us just can't bear to see her leave... after that we went BK for our dinner... maybe dinner cum supper bahx... then we left the airport at around 10 p.m? reach home at about 11.30pm... wah tired siax... cause in the afternoon i went to far east to buy dian's pressie... kekex... well i'm tired le gonna take a nap liao... nitez!

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ARHX!!! i can't stand this anymore!!! what a stupid family i have!!! damn it ar!! #@*%$ Hmph!!! a home with no dinner been cooked... everyday have to eat outside food... can just have a simple dinner can le.. no need to be very sumptuous... haiz... just don't understand... but it's a gd thing to have when you come home after school and have a hot and warm dinner... Hmmmm....... over once a blue moon then i will have home cook dinner that is during chinese new year.. sian ar... don't wish to continue anymore...

Hmmm... y i treasure tt person very much just don't appreciate me who treasure so much of tt person??? i don't know y??? having headache siax... am i that irritating to tt person??? ha just can't mention the name out maybe one day the person will find out??? or maybe i'm too free now and think of these bo liao questions... these few days i'm so bored at home... no job for me... no job no income ar! so poor.. sianx... though i'm not studying now le but i've still got many problems in me... why??? the answer is i don't know... going to do some self reflection le... mian bi si guo... haha. today i really did nothing... wake up, eat , watch tv, play com, watch tv, eat, watch tv later going to sleep... sound like an animal rite??? tt's pig! er... think i stop here... go watch tv if i have time will be here and blog again bahx.

i think tt i'm someone who will get jealous easily... haiz maybe i think too much? but y i treasure someone very very much and hope to be close with tt person the person just don't appreciate it??? or am i being too nosey??? hmmm.... i don't know... maybe it's time for me to do some self reflection le... go mian bi si guo... whaha... today is a boring day... sleep, wake up, eat , play com, eat , watch tv and later it's time for me to sleep again... i'm too free to think of all these bo liao questions in my brain... no job very sianz at home... and...... no job no income! i'm so poor now.

Hmmm.... what did i do today? let me recall for awhile... wake up at noon time then play com till 12.10 p.m... yee sin called my house... telling me to go down for form filling for a job at 1 p.m. but by the time we reached there it was already 1.10 p.m... oOps! we were late! but never mind those people were still there... that person asked us we can work till when and we said july... that person immediately rejected us... haha... so sad ='( after this we went for a walk in amk... then we went home... well everybody's tired n went home for a nap... but i went home n surf net till now... think i'm going to be blind soon stared at the com for such a long time... i'm really bored at home... feel like seeing the person i wanted to very much... but i doubt this will fulfil... haha but never mind cause i know it very well in my heart. somehow i will think that those people i treasure very much don't treasure me de... so sad...
["The harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly; it is dearness only that gives everything its value. I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink; but he whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves his conduct, will pursue his principles unto death." ]

well today i went out with yinning, zhihao, qQ, Dian, yee sin, gui zhi,yao ming, ray, yong bin, aaron, ceyao... we went to catch a movie at plaza singapura... erm i think that show is enter the phoenix??? anyway it's a chinese movie... the show was quite a funny one...haha! oh almost forgot to mention that we went out because it's a farewell for Dian!!! kekex... then we went to marina bay n had our dinner... you know what? it's steamboat!!! that place that cause me to go toilet for lots of time till i fainted at at 4 a.m... haha...oops forgot to mention that we went for bowling before that steamboat cause it's very hot n stuffy if we eat at 5 p.m. after that we actually thought of going to esplanade for a walk de... but as lots of people are tired le... we went home instead... Hmmmm~ feel really happy to see those people that i've not seen for very long!!! see my godsis yinning i also very happy cause long time never go out with her liao... though it's in a big group but i'm contented liao... cause we might not meet again in the next few years or what??? i can't predict my future... whaha... well i'm tired gonna sleep now...

Hmmm...... today i woke up very early for jogging... haha 1st time so early leh... went jogging with yee sin n her sis yilin... reach hougang stadium at ard 7 plus... yar it's ard thr... oni ran for one round n we're tired... haha... den we continued walking one round... after tt yiling suggested to go n have our breakfast liao... tt's an end for our morning exercise le... kekex... funny siax... we're so lousy, ran for one round n we're tired till tis... went home n continue sleeping till 3 pm coz last nite i did not sleep well... slept at 3 am... tis few days can't really sleep well... SIANZ!!! den later wake up go hougang mall with yee sin... walk for a few rounds den buy dinner go home le... haha well another boring day had ended liao. Phew!!! tt's an end for today.
["Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you." ]

Haiz life is really changing le after 'o' level... frenz ard me gonna leave liao... sad siax... though e earth is still moving as usual but every sec, min, hour things are changing... but human can barely do nth to stop things frm changing... everyone gonna face lots of set backs to grow up n be more mature...as for me i might take a longer time than other ppl to be more mature... juz dunno y maybe i'm too childish??? when sch starts dunno wat gonna happen to me... i hope tt my frenz will not 4gt abt me n we will still be e same as ever... but looks like it will nv be e same le... i oso dunno how to describe my feeling now when i try to imagine e picture of it...anway have no mood to continue liao... juz end it here bahx!

Haiz... i just can't stop sigh everyday... that's me... got lots of problem to solve... sianz... do nth whole day... sleep, eat, watch tv, play, online n sleep again... tt's my routine worx... n i dunno wat to write oso... haiz!!! ='(
["In this age, which believes that there is a short cut to everything, the greatest lesson to be learned is that the most difficult way is, in the long run, the easiest." ]

still feeling moody tis few days... haiz tink i'm gonna be e sam as forever liao... am i very stupid to wait for a guy that i like but dun like me??? haiz miss him a lot siax... but wat can i do??? bascially nth bahx! sianz... i'm jobless again. today went to aiport with my godsis, yuan zhi... haha! at first i dunno whr she was heading to, oni till when we board e mrt i asked her whr we heading to... she told me aiport den i was like shocked siax... all e way to airport coz she wan send ENERGY off... but in e end they left before we reached... haha...so sad but no for me is yuan zhi... kekex...den went to eat breakfast cum lunch at tampines... den later went home myself... reached home at abt 5p.m?? den later slept all e wat till 10 den wake up... hurhur like pig lyt... anyway my whole day was oni like tt... boring ??? yar... tink everyday will be e same till i find one job... tt's e end for today! byebye!

haiz today was still e same as before... tired!!! but today my mood was worst den before... dunno y i'm lyt... maybe i'm too tired??? anyway tml's e last day, i'm happy n sad......haha!!! not to say anymore... better go catch some sleep if not tml i will become panda le...

Woah i'm so tired siax... spent one day on my new job... promoter at john little sale...it's located at s'pore expo hall... haha nid to take one hour plus to travel down thr... spent 12 hours standing... tired man!!! now my leg had swollen... VERY PAIN!!! haiz maybe i will not tka job like sales again... but as for e 1st day it's actually quite fun. The boss thr is very nice... kind of lame but funny...whaha... he treated us good too(bought us lunch today). anyway i'm so tired got to sleep now... bye!

Oh today is my school speech and home-coming day. Yesterday i did not really feel like going... well i don't regret after going though i did not eat much. I really enjoyed myself today. I saw my seniors...woah!!! chio bu leh...hurhur... it ended around four in the afternoon... but we left school around 5 plus?? cause i had to wait for my junior... he wanted to buy that megatone mouthpiece so i accompanied him there with yee sin... by then we reach there, oops the shop was closed... haha... we took cab to our destination worx instead of bus... really did not expect it to be closed...Then we headed to Hougang plaza's K-Box... intended to play there for dian's pre-farewell party but it's too expensive and so few people around. Upon deciding we went to pizza hut for dinner... got me, qQ, dian, yee sin and ceyao (ichiryao)... it's such a long time we did not gather together in pizza hut... really huai lian those kind of days... we finished at about nine??? ceyao and dian wanted to buy some stationery and we went to popular... after that we all go on our separate ways... reached home at about 10.15 p.m. tired siax... spent my whole day out... well tired now... sleeping le... byebye!!
[ "Prosperity is a great teacher; adversity a greater." ]

Today i went cycling again... thought i would not go on cycling cause today started rain in the afternoon... but later it stopped... though it had stopped but the sky still looked dark as if it's going to rain again... but in the end i went... it's cooling to ride after e rain stopped... later went to hougang mall to had my dinner( chicken rice), haha... then later gui zhi gave yao ming a call and there we go to Bishan...haha... just one call and we went down straight away... went there for awhile but bought one mans cutting polo tee... haiz just because of that job i had to force myself to buy that tee cause that was the cheapest... then went home at around 9 p.m. this was my whole day programme... nothing special... can imagine how bored i am withouht a job??? no $$$ and have too much of freedom(bored)!!! i still like before, a sad and moody person...
["Live every day as if it were your last, because one of these days, it will be."]

Haiz don't know why after i came home today my temper was not that good... cold war with my sister... now mood still that bad... i'm very bored!!! what can i do tomorrow??? everyday i've to plan for the next day what i can do to keep myself occupied... i really hate my life!

Haiz... so late le me still here blogging away... just now then i though of lots of things... need to buy these buy that when school reopens... AHXXX!!!!!!! very POOR ar! if now i can find a stable job i will not be sitting down facing the computer and saying all these stupid things... when then will e factory at ajunied call me for that job??? even before i start the job on the coming 7th of April i have to buy clothes for the job... Can anyone teach me how to solve on these idiotic problems?

[ "The trouble with being poor is that it takes up all your time." ]