Haiz.. so sianz! homeworks are as high like mountains. This few days my mood are really bad.. Trying to figure out things. Feel lost of lots of stuffs.. Really troubled! Haiz.. Feel that things are leaving me one by one.. Again family problems.. What the hell!

Haha... guess what? i scored full marks for my accounting paper. I was like happy like a bird.. Lolx! This few days i never got to sleep well. Don't know why.. Family problems are driving me crazy. Not only that drives me crazy.. Haiz.. If you're reading my entry now i hope you will know from now on, what i'm writing refers to you. I don't know what the heck had gone into you. I will not let you alone suffering at a corner but i don't know what to do. I know you don't wish me to help you but i just can't leave you alone. Actually you may say you don't trust people around you anymore and you lose faith in everyone.. That's just a thinking of yours.. And it's not really a good idea you see.. You just don't know what i'm trying to say.. but please get in your head i really just wanna help you and not anything... what i said that day not all were wrong.. but you misunderstood what i've said.. I only know what i'm saying now you will not do anything... cause what i say to you might be nothing.. I don't know. I'm at my wits end.. I really don't know! Went to Tuas Naval Base today.. Well quite a new experience for me.. Know quite lots of thing about those vessels.. Due to the lack of time we only board one of the vessels.. and that is RSS Katong.. Well think i'm gonna stop here.. Tired of everything!

Days had passed.. CA 2 coming soon. Sianz! I'm not well prepared for it man.. Sucky!! Haiz... someone's birthday had passed.. Present for her and her reply was why give me so big one? I don't want it.. I don't want jewellery too! I was kinda sianz when i heard that.. Haiz.. if you happens to read this.. i'm serious.. if you don't like just throw away... My home got lots of problems.. Just dont' know what the fuck thing is happening with my mum and sis.. Everytime go home they just ended up quarreling ... In the middle of the night.. I'm sick of that.. If you're not really concern and care about me then just fuck off everyone!