I need things to be simplified instead of making it so complicated. I hate it alot now. I mean what i say! Tranquil for the rest of my life is what i wish for. I might be doing stupid things which i never thought i will do so. But i can't always look back. There might be good and bad memories but i guess never look back is the best. Cast everything aside and move on. It's easy to say than to be done huh? But what can i do? It's all the fact now. And well... i've bunch of friends that i would always love them. My family too. My VESPA! I'm coming!

现在我才发现，原来感性的人会多想很多很多。就如我给你发信息，你会偶尔回我，然后干脆不回，渐行渐远。我们都明白，彼此都不会是最后谁的谁。我以为我在你身边多待几秒，你会多想我一点。我以为我拼命地和你说话，你会感觉到我多爱你。我以为我做的，你会明白。但是，我错了。

Blood shot eye. Hahaha! Gd one early in e morning.

Headache doesn't do me gd. Another day to go this week.

Damn my arm. Everyone's like hitting on my arm that's being injected. Argh.

I'm feeling like shit now. The fever just won't subside. Being so restless at work with koolfever on my forehead. Damn lethargic. Don't feel like doing anything just wanna a place for me to lie on till i'm fully charged.

如果有一天，我不再烦你；如果有一天，我变得冷漠；如果有一天，你的生活没有我，没了每天的电话，每天的关心，每天的小脾气… 你会主动联系我吗？我把一切都表现出来，你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了吗？，可我却离开了。今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的…有一天我不再烦你，你会想我吗？

Down. At home resting. I felt what I felt.