I really can't forget the night on Wednesday. I knew that you are very sick and so I don't want to force you. In the end I saw it with my own eyes. You're smiling happily taking photos. I'm stupid, bad influence, bad character, childish and useless.

I don't want a friend like you who pretend to be so good but actually backstabbed me. You know what? You suck to the core fucker! You're not my friend! You better watch out what you've said and did! One day you will regret and I will make you pay back!!! Follow, follow, follow! Stop following people! You like people to follow you?!? Did anyone ask you to follow? Stop being so secretive and act clever! You're damn cunning!!!

How I wish I've a sum of money to leave Singapore...

I've give a thought to it. You don't need me. Need someone else. There's time you give me cold shoulder and did i did that to you? No. I have to consider your feelings and what about mine? You are a human so am i. Whenever you are sad, frustrated or whatever just give me a call and i'll be there anytime. A promise that valid forever. For now you don't need me so i scarce...

Hmmm... don't know what to post and i'm still here. Lolx. Went out with my godbrother yesterday afternoon. Hmmm.. Went to a cafe named White Tangerine? Think is spell like that. Hahax if i remember correctly. As the cafe was not open yet we went to Heartland Mall for a walk... Bought one album... And some CD -Rs. Hahax... One small little thing for my little godsister. Then pool session. Hahax... Well my godbrother only won one round. The rest... I Win! Whaha!!! Did my skills improve or ????

Exams coming soon. Hmmm.. Boring! Saw someone who i wish to see very much. So elated to see you. So sorry that i never talk to you cause i was shocked and don't know what to do. Really never expect that i will see you again. Haiz.. I regretted... Regretted lots of things. Regretted not talking to you whenever i saw you. Regretted not going up to you and say hello.

Wo hen ni que yu ai ni. Wo tao yan ni que yu xi huan ni.

Flunk my test today. Fuck lor. There's 30 blanks... Out of the 30 i only managed to fill in 12! And my first page was totally BLANK!!! What you've told me make me lost for one day. And now i've come to a conclusion. Not going to tell anymore. Am i really that stress up or depressed till i cried out yesterday night and had no mood to study fot today's test. Not going to let myself lose you later. I rather let myself lose you now than i suffer from any injuries. 3 weeks plus to go and i'm goign to graduate. Haiz!