WHY? WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??? ARGHX!!! why i just can't forget him? how should i do it? can someone please knock me out? i'm tired of thinking how to do this le... why? why? why? Nothing much to do today... met up with Desmond for my present... ha think about one month plus liao then i received my present. Nevermind at least i still got my present. Going for an audtion if i'm joining the band, wonder i will be able to make it or not. Well shall stop thinking of that le... not in the mood!

Today went to KBox with my classmates. At first i thought i would be very shy cause it's my first time with them but in the end i was not... wah found out that there are 3 of them who could really sing well man... i was like e worst among them. So pai seh... but i still enjoyed myself today... i think we sang for  6 hours... wOo... tired~ they said my best was One Night in Bejing... whaha~ cause i was not serious in singing. hurhur~ hmmm... very tired le shall stp writing here. not enough strength to continue anymore.

Well today i got back my FIRST test mark... i only got 29.5 out of 44... badly done. So depressed by that stupid mark. AND here comes along when i attended a lesson in class... hmmm.. it's business fundamentals... i have this stupid and idiotic teacher keep saying that we can't hear her... actually no one in the class said that lor... she's e one thinking too much and she went to switch off the fan... The weather was like so warm liao she still insisted on switching off the fan! The whole class grumbled and grumbled till she finished what she want to say. After that she forgot to switch on the fan i think... by the time i can't tolerate it le n i kida of raise my voice up to that teacher... "VERY HOT LEH!!!" =X haha... then my classmates asked me to relaxed... i mean what kind of teacher she is??? don't she know that it makes us more sleepy by switching off the fan? well i don't care ro give a damn to it after school cause i'm really tired. i don't know why but i'm just tired... went home and took a nap... ha maybe not is went back to sleep till 9... den read through  lesson 3 for business fundamental test for tomorrow! SIANZ SIAX! Enough of crapping here le... i better get back to my homework if not i'm dead. HAHA!

23 of July had passed... this day was very fun indeed! together with my band friends... lots of fun... it's been a long time to have this kind of feelings liao... cheering part n taking photos with one another was very fun... Xinfony V... i had played from Xinfony one to five... can u imagine e years that i went through in the band? this year was different because we're playing as an alumni... haha... well i've nothing to describe my feelings on that day except it was really great! i really enjoyed myself... but after the concert my rashes became worst... makes me in a foul mood... haiz... so sad... till today then it turns better... well hope the friendship of us really last forever!!! AND there's another member who is not in S'pore but we will wait for you to come back de!!! DIAN WO MEN DENG NI HUI LAI!!!

Tml is Xinfony V le.. haha... well tink tml gonna be a big day for xmsb members... i'm gonna take lots of pic tml... haha... but tml i'm having another test... sianz!

Hmmm... wat shall i say??? sometimes i really feel sad at times... haiz... but when i hang out wif my frenz ha i will be happy again... sometimes i really dun understand tt somebody's thinking... i dunno wat to do or tok to tt someone... last time when i try to ask tt somebody out tt person will say not free or watever tingy... ask tt person take photo tt person is unwillingly to take wif me... tink frm now on i shall not ask anything frm tt person or ask tt person do anything le... feel really very luan... dunno wat to do... maybe my relationship wif ppl is damn bad.  for e past few days i really very tired in sch... even when i'm online i dun even feel like blogging... juz dun have e mood. well i tink tt i'm someone hu will get jealous very easily in terms of frenz or wat so ever... but not in all tings. haha... today actually gg to play badminton wif zhi hao they all de but because of my leg ache i was unable to meet them... haiz it's really pain siax... stupid bball training. heng i quitted early if not i wun be able to walk liao. but i met them for breakfast at mac den we headed to library... reached home at 12.15 p.m... xinfony v is cuming liao... sscary siax... tink i will be very scared when i play solo sia... lolx... gg to study liao later... sianz... when den can i have all my wish cum true? n when will tt somebody understand wat i wan?? i'm juz daydreaming here... haha. tink tt wun happens...   :'(

Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
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i'e been busy this few days... haha maybe not... now trying to learn the proper way of typing... it's very diff to do that. haiz attend school for abt one weeks. i think i'm able to adapt to the life there.

haiz... failure... failure... failure... haiz... boring

haiz.. failure n failure n failure... juz a failure! haiz...

hmmm... here to blog? sch had start... thought tt e life thr would be much more free but instead my lesson very late... haiz... so tired n stressful siax... heard of e lecturer say abt e type of exam n all tt i wan to faint le... but no matter wat i will try to wrk hard for it... i dun wan to slack anymore liao! buck up!!!

haiz sch had started le... guess i will be blogging less often le... busy will sch ting liao... every day release till so late..still have so many ting not settle yet too... arghx!! frenz? classmates?? haiz

today went to watch spiderman... actually was group outing de but due to e movie which ended at 8 plus... so we've to cancel away e dinner. n today was actually not grp outing anymore. thr's oni me, qQ, ys, ray, winson n ym came after e show for dinner.chatted over at a food court in toa payoh... really enjoyed it though it's oni chatting... haha! n lots to mention maybe later at nite? coz tired le... haha

fucking hell! maybe i shld not play in e alumni or shld not organise ppl back... i'm juz finding problems for myself... y can't e conductor n e teacher charge agree n tok to each other 1st before communicating with e alumni? they dun keep their promise... is that wat they shld be? teacher leh? they shld show example by keeping promise n not being hypocrite! n tt conductor? well i really can't blame him but i tink he at least shld do sth rite? ARGHX !!! shld i play or shld i not play in tt stupid n worthless concert?

today went shopping with qQ... i've bought a water bottle. then reach sch at ard 5? suddenly i having a terrible headache... can't really stand it n heng stephanie came to rescue me with panadol... whaha! thx ar stephanie!!! sch gg to start soon... what will my life be when sch starts? haiz...

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if ur heart feels pain can u tell me wat actually is e prob?
really feel sad when i heard or perhaps saw sth n i was listening to ocean's cd too...
can't resist anymore le...
tears roll down my cheeks...
suddenly i was really sad.
but basically i could nth...
now studies should be on my mind 1st rather than all those not important stuff.

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tt special someone is enjoying his poly life now... he started to like his present life n class... tink in e future he will 4gt me sooner or later... coz i'm someone hu is not special??? haha can i be e same as him when my sch starts? haiz