I don't feel good now. I don't why... Sometimes negative thoughts just wants to force through my brain.

Blogging now at Tune hotel Downtown Penang. We have no wifi for our phones and the most important is there's no food for us! And the most ridiculous is there's no hot water in the hotel and 7-11 where there's hot water for cup noodle. Zzz... And so we are here rotting.

What's wrong with my brain? Can you please like stop all these nonsence? Stop it!

I guess you have to relax your mind not to think so much? Or I will help to relax you with my ways? I will always be a place made of bricks, for life be there to you to stay. It's just time. :) Good night my love.

Thanks everyone for being there on my birthday. Thanks Ah Ling, Tien Li and Yan ting on Fri.
Thanks my love, Lino for being there for me on Fri and Sat. Thanks Gz, Ys, Yb, Cy and Lynette for the cake on Sat. Thanks those who sent me wishes... I had a great one this year.

Guess what? Im so restless at work now even when things are piling up. My lunch cost two bucks but i only ate a few mouth and there it goes to the rubbish bin. Seriously no appetite at all. Upcoming weeks is going to be good. Real good!

I've never change. I bitch. To u, up till today I'm still bitching. Ok can....

A great fall wasn't it! A fall that people think I'm faking. What a laughter. A friend indeed I dont know. I smile. I cry after it. If you really know who I am and the person u ever love n know you Shld know. Nevetheless when it comes out frm Ur mouth I came for sex
And you insist I said you went off w other ppl den I've got nth to say. What's app that u told me to hate cos u fall for a guy tt
Ur mum intro. I mv belive tt. But too bad u dun choose to believe me.

So what I've puke sour stuff again? It's just nothing. So what if I miss you? So what if I Just love you? So what when I want call you i can't and you can chat with someone else? It's already beyond my control... It's beyond any words that ive to say here. I hate this feeling of missing someone who don't even wish my misses to get to her. I sow what I reap.

Is torturing really so fun? I don't feel it's good. Why can't changes be adapt when I've a chance. Why can't I have the chance again? Why do I always miss you? Why do I still love you when you might not feel the same way. Like I said I'm always there. If you really think that I'm gonna leave your life but I won't. I'm gonna stay put and be there. Be there for you as always ...