Sometimes i feel that i'm floating away... Feel so stranger with my friends. Some close friends... To have more confidence in yourself. To look at a brighter side? Sometimes i just can't restrict myself to think so negatively.. How to put in effort to let a relationship or friendship last long? It depends very much on how you are going to think and handle it? Hmmm.. i guess i'm still not mature enough to handle all these.. Or maybe i never had enough setbacks to know more stuffs.. People might think i've lots of friends and all stuffs.. But in actual fact.. am i one? No one know much about me... Guess even me myself don't know myself too. That's sad..

Had been working and working. Don't even have a good rest. Never online for long also. So tired... I guess my life will be like that? Haha! Just wondering why me and yuan zhi always got lost when we meet up... Life is just work, sleep, got out, sleep and work. Now that's just my life. But at least i won't think of some people. Well well... life's gonna be better for me! yeah yeah!

Finally Yuan zhi's birthday over. Lots of happening things. Haha! Went there on Friday.. Carrying a BIG bag there with a mahjong set in my bag. Imagine how heavy it is. Caren and me waited for her at Cheers.. She said she was lost. Whaha! And she brought us walk one big round to the chalet instead of the shortcut. But it's okay cause she don't know there's a shorter way in. Went there ate my Macdonald.. Then BBQ with a super small pit. Haha! At night i slept in a weid position. Morning wake up.. Eat, watch cartoons... Go arcade for the street basketball game. Yuan zhi and me score 229 points! Yeah! And me alone i score 131 points! Not bad.. After the game.. her hand and my hand were so tired. Clean up the chalet and mop the floor.

Feel so lost. My life is so empty. Work and sleep, work and sleep. What's the meaning of my life?

I hate people who wants you to reply to their message when they don't reply to mine. This is so unfair. Busy working .. Busy busy busy. Sometimes busy till i've to eat my lunch at my table and continue with work. If one day i can survive without food i will just finish up all my work quickly and go home. I miss my carefree life. Friends if one day you find me very talkative, forgive me.. Haha!

Yesterday went Chomp² with jie, yee sin and sim teng.. After that we went ice cube.. took some pictures too.. As sim teng and yee sin were tired, we went off. Jie and me went walking round the pasa malam. After that Alvin joined us for pool till around 12.30 am..





Early in the morning i met up wif jie to paya lebar air base for the RSAF open house. By right we arranged to meet at 8.30 am.. but she woke up at 8.30 am. -___- Then morning call from her.. but i went back to sleep till 8.55 am. She said meet 9.15 am at interchange. I was like.. rushing.. Was about to reach there, she said she will be late. -.-ll The bus uncle was laughing at us... Haha! Queued up for quite a long time then we managed to get on the shuttle bus. The whole thing was quite okay. We went up viewing two planes.. One is Hercules the other i can't remember. Jie was so tico lor! Only want to take picture with that handsome pilot. One of then thing which i regret is.. not bringing digital camera and signing up earlier for the lucky draw. If you are choosen, you get to fly with the RSAF. Well two years later, once i reach i will sign up immediately. And i'm too short to be elligible for RSAF's pilot. Sad =( After visiting the open house, off we go to expo. There's sure lots of people. Saw Jessie there! So surprised to see her! We walk around the fair and went off. Dinner at Bedok interchange hawker. Curry fish head! Yummy! Haha! Home sweet home! A good day, but tomorrow going to work. Haiz... Will post those pictures up when i have time..