Apparently i'm living in this world for 23 years without achieving much. I don't wish to live for the sake of living but to live a experienced life. Saying than doing is always easier but actions speaks louder than words. Therefore i finally did go for guitar lesson. Well but not the type i wanted. Having classical guitar lesson recently makes me practise it everyday without failing. If i have the money and time i'll go for lead guitar. And how i wish i strike lottery so i can further my studies. Well it's impossible as i never buy? LOL! Anyway no matter how simple my life is i do really hope to make family, friends and relatives around me to be happy.

Emo emo… Been trying to finish up the rest of Baileys as I could. Still there’s some left. What can I do? Damn it! So so giddy… Feel so restless and strengthless. Arghhhhh!!!

i'm bored at wrk! sian sian sian. Today's Thurs and tml is Fri! I'm so so going to play the luge. With full speed down. Yea yea! But now there's still hours for me to countdown till knock off. I'm gg to yawn continously till i end wrk.

Can i just die off some where? Sick of thinking what to do, ways of entertaining people, eating, breathing, sleeping and doing something else?

Life's been great so far i guess ? But i still feel bored somehow or rather thr's no aim in my life? Police officer failed again.. Zzz Shld i try for prison officer? Gotta keep myself busy everyday... Gym or exercising everyday. Anyone wants? I want to be super tired everyday to keep my mind occupied. After guitar course guess nxt will be advance theory for car licence. I wonder how will i push myself to read tt book. -________-ll oh man.. these few weeks i've been so pessimistic. Even i'm out to play but my mind sometimes either in switch off mode or thinking of something else. Nevertheless life still goes on when i heard this phrase from Mr Choo since sec 2... Boring. If i have the money i will leave Singapore for good. As for now how i wish i will drink till vomit. Argh!