First day of work today. I reach there too early. Half an hour earlier!! Haiz. Lots of stuffs to learn. Even had to eat my lunch in the office, at my table.. I only had 15 minutes of lunch cause i don't have enough time for my work. So pathetic right? But it's okay. Hope i will learn more things and learn faster. Met up with my dearest godsis just now. A... think she was a bit unhappy with me? Reason i'm not so sure. Maybe i grumbled too much? Sorry! Went Peace Centre to had her invitation card done. Then Macdonald for our dinner. Tomorrow got to go down again? To collect her invitation cards. Haha! That's it for today... *yawns*

Went Kbox with qQ, Ceyao and Yinning yesterday. Haha! Yinning shy bah i guess.. Never really sing till we going to leave soon. Sang Theresa Teng and those old old song.. I miss Wei ye and Gui zhi.. Nobody accompany me sing those high high notes and song like cao cao. But still this session still not bad. Yeah!








Went to Sim teng's hostel on Fri night.. Gui zhi was late lor.. Haha! That night was quite an okay one. Next morning had to go for an interview. That agent told me the building is easy to find. The answer is no lor. Well enough of that.. Went home to sleep and woke up at 3 pm plus to prepare and go wild wild wet. In the end it rain.. Plus i did not bring my brain out with me. Forget to bring facial wash and etc.. So went for KFC. When i almost finish eating.. Yuan zhi asked one question that makes me feel that she wanna go to theme park. And bingo i was right. Luckily i never vomit. I really can't stand those ah bengs and lians.. Speak like monkey, act like monkey. And maybe those kids. Went for arcade.. Street basketball.. Can't imagine we play better than the guys. They are so lousy. Then pool session. I won but i still don't think i'm good. Reason is Yuan zhi never play well.. After all these guess we both are tired? Took bus back and that uncle got lost. Can you believe it? The bus plate is SBS 9866 . See i still can remember so well. Nevermind of that. Then went Bliss. We waited for one hour for Daniel, Alvin and Weiye to reach. Haha! Then William joined us. The oysters at Bliss.. Don't ever order it. The smell stinks!

Hmmm.. day out with Ceyao, qQ and Yee Sin. Though there's only four of us but apparently we did enjoy ourselves today? I'm sure i did. I was late and Yee Sin was the earliest. Haha! I purposely let myself to be late. Went dinner at MOS Burger. Walk here and there waiting for Ceyao to reach. Catch a movie, Ghost Game. Pictures of us when we are in NEL... oOps.. no Yee Sin. Why? Cause we are already reaching Hougang and she dropped off at Kovan. LOL!

Went meeting my favourtie godsis yesterday. Haha! So sorry to keep her waiting. Let her exercise for 15 minutes. Good for her health. LOL! She actually threw away my comment in saying her invitation card is childish in looking. Reason.. I'm childish. Cannot trust my comments. Then her friend said it's childish also then she decided to change that Hello Kitty away. -_________- Still remember something she hitted me when we're about to cross the road. The hardest punch for the past six years. It's painful. But cannot be angry. Cause she's my favourite godsis! Yeah yeah! Ta shi teng ma shi ai.. *pukes* Her brain really cannot make it also. She said she's blur.. Oh really? Or short term memory? Whaha! She said why online i always have nothing to talk to you but when i see you we have so many things to talk? It's because you're a woodblock and you reply slow lor... But seriously i also don't understand. Well well got to eat my breakfast plus lunch = brunch.

Feeling so emotional now after reading some blogs. Haiz. What i see is true or fake? Are you true to me? After some chatting with Sim teng about people using each other. I told her humans are like that. Look at the brighter side. At now, i'm alone thinking of this. I also don't like to be use by people. In my heart i really don't like this kind of people. Always hurt by this kind of people. Why? I'm too weak to be in this world, this society. How to i really know who is real to me, who is truly care and concern about me, who will really be there for me when i need someone? Friend.. what actually does friend means to you? Lover.. what actually does lover means to you?Is it friend or lover can lie to you? Can backstab you? Sweet talk to you but what they say is fake? Haiz. Haiz. Haiz.

I'm home. Haha! Woke up at around one today. Sim teng asked me to go her school which is like very WEST of Singapore. NUS!! Hmmm.. accompany her to her lecture. *Yawns.. Seems like nobody listens to what the lecturer is talking about. Haha! The lecture ended at six. I never eat anything from the moment i wake up till six! I was going to faint after lecture. Lol! Went Mac for my breakfast, lunch and dinner! Headed to her hostel after dinner... Her hostel is small!! Omg! Smaller than what i've imagined. Basically you just have to open your eyes and look.. Done! Finished exploring with her hostel. Took some photos.. On the way out from her hostel, taking shuttle bus to the terminal. She was like.. "the bus is so lousy." Whaha! The first bus stop.. she prayed so hard for someone to press the bell and so.. she no need to press. And ya someone did press it. But it's not the stop we're getting off. Then the next stop she prayed so so hard again.. Ya someone press the bell.. but it's not the stop we're getting off.. -__________- Finally she prayed again. Ya it's the stop we're getting off! That's so funny! Well.. that's my day. I pity her. Living in such an expensive small room with basically nothing. Sim teng arrrrr GOOD LUCK!

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It's been a very long time since i last see you. It's been a very long time since i last chat with you on the phone. How have you been? How well are you actually? How you look like now? Are you really that busy till no time left to spend with me? I don't actually hope for what now. Maybe just a dinner or a drink also better than nothing. Never gonna leave your side? What i see is right or wrong? What i feel is right or wrong? What i do is right or wrong?
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Why do i have this kind of friend in earth? Weird very weird... !

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My eyes sort of swollen for 2 days? Haiz. Maybe one day i'll be blind. Then i'll not see who is who. I'll stay at home everyday. Can't sms, can't chat online in msn. Then slowly i will lose contact with the world..

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IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ME JUST SAY. I'VE MY LIMITS OKAY? JUST WHAT THE HELL YOU ARE TREATING ME NOW? I CAN JUST GIVE NO DAMN TO IT. <<< AND SEE IT CAREFULLY HERE.. I'M SAYING ABOUT MY FRIEND NOT FROM BAND


Is my love so worthless to you? Is it? Or am i so worthless to you? Am i wasting my time? My skin is still peeling off since Wednesday. Haiz. And my N70 now siao liao. Lol! Went Bugis today to meet up with my godsis and Caren. Had dinner and accompany them to shop? Lol! Retro?! I going crazy soon~ On the way home, there's an awful smell. *pukes* In additional i don't know how that bus driver manage to become a bus driver. He's driving skill is so damn lousy. Make me sweat through out the whole journey. And it's not cause of the air-con. And the funniest part was Caren dropped off one stop earlier. From what i hear from my godsis, that was not her first time she's blur blur dropped off one stop earlier. Lol! Why she dropped off earlier? I presume is my godsis kept saying bye to her. That's why she thinks that she reach liao.. Lol! Lazy to continue and moodless to continue.


Gave Yee Sin a surprised at 12 midnight? Sang happy birthday song for her. I think she was surprised? Yeah! We consist of Gui Zhi, qQ, Ceyao, Yinning, Zhi Hao, Yong Bin and Yuan Zhi. As we are a noisy bunch of people we can't stay long in Yee Sin's house. Cause her aunt say lower down your volume. Haha! Then we went down and continue chatting. As Yuan Zhi had to work tomorrow she left us first. We went Cheers to buy drinks n food? Instant noodles! Chatted till going to 3 am? I think everyone did enjoy ourselves? You guys rock! I will be looking forward to the next outing like this. And remember our overseas trip next year! I love you guys! Last but not least HAPYY BIRTHDAY YEE SIN!

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Went clubbing with qQ, Gui Zhi and Yee Sin. Yeah! Girls rock! Met up with Karen also cause we don't really know how to get there. Karen a pretty one. Haha got guys go know her and her friend. Lol! Before clubbing we went Sim Lim for Yee Sin's present. Funny part was when qQ asked.. "Uncle you warranty ma?" "Uncle ke yi try ma?" Gui Zhi said she don't want to dance when we reached Club Momo. In the end we went together. Yipee! I hope Yee Sin enjoyed her day with us. A celebration for Yee Sin. But i guessed everyone of us enjoyed ourselves? Went home at around 2 am plus? Yup.. not really sure of the time. It was raining... Stupid Karen! You slap my head yesterday right? Haha! =X Will post the pictures when i have time..

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Somehow people tell me this matter is just miscommunication. But is it? If there is some miscommunication why can't we talk out? But isn't is a sexist topic? If you guys are thinking we are childish or what don't you guys seriously need to sit down and think aren't you guys the childish one? STOP pushing the blame to people can? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR BRAIN?!So what's wrong with people for not wanting to continue with X-winds? It's their choice, isn't it? And please think lor how you all treat people, what you all say and what you guys do.. We do know it's not easy to manage a band. But please use your BLOODY BRAIN and think properly! You can choose to think that those people who's so so so busy and so they make their effort to come for the concert and think they are the saviour and then fine. You only think that you are the only one with problems? Please open your FUCKING eyes and see! People around you do have their own problems just that they choose not to share. And you guys can only complain that what problems you are facing. Why don't you just call and ask people to share it out? Cause you never think of this. You just think that people won't help. NOW you just complain and complain till you are the victim? If you guys are mature enough stop all these childish acts!! And just talk it out face to face in person. IDIOTS!!! Stop acting like you're an angel. In actual fact you're not! You're just someone who's normal like us. For goodness sake, if you are not happy or what just tell the person. Afterall it's everybody who's so nobel... Know that there's effort put in by you. You're tire. But please if you are just share with your friends. And the other one stop saying about others. What i heard of really make me so pissed off. YOU KNOW WHY? CAUSE ALL THESE ARE COMMENTED FROM YOUR LONG AGES FRIENDS!!! IF ASKING PEOPLE TO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK WHY DON'T YOU GUYS DO THE SAME THING? FUCKING ASSHOLE!

Yesterday may be the last concert for me with X-winds. I don't really like the whole thing. Everything are so unprepared and there's one guy who always showing faces to us. And what the hell you want? There's alot of things i never mentioned.. Guess the person who know it is cassandra? Haha! But after everything i did enjoy myself. I want to let the last concert be a memorial one. Together with the either the seniors or juniors is a fun one. But sadly there's so many things to force me leave X-winds. I took about 71 pictures. Lol! Don't will upload till when. Haha! I miss you guys!

What to do, what to say? When i'm out you see me as a happy go lucky one. But when i'm alone or at home you see me as what? Guess you never see what i will be like. Why can you just like other people? But not me? What wrong have i done? All that is the past. Past, past and past! Haiz!