Yesterday band practice was quite okay. Went for dinner at kovan with Daniel, Kah Siang, Yao ming and Sujin. Kah Siang went home after dinner as he was tired. So we went for a car spin to changi and to west coast. There's some obstacle thing there? Hmmm.. We sweat alot.. And we went to Mac for a drinks.. The funny part is this. Sujin was ordering drinks. And when the girl who serve him the drinks, sujin replied can i have this big of regular drinks? Yao ming and i was laughing off our knees. Haha! What Sujin wanted to buy was a medium.. But if you could see the way he describe if really hillarious. And now i'm rotting at home. Haha!
Recently i've been tearing. I don't know why. Maybe i'm stress, unhappy? Why are people leaving me one by one? WHY? I'm tired. After work if i passed by i will think of calling up and ask whether do you wanna meet for like 5 mins or what? Am i doing overboard? If meeting up is so difficult, on the phone for 5 mins i don't think it's that difficult to do it. As for those.. i've asking to go out. Pre-date also not free. Why? I don't wish to spell it out. Only true friends stay..
Who?
When?
Where?
I hate it SERIOUSLY!
I've tried putting in effort. I've tried to be nice, very nice, patient, very patient..
Day by day..
Night by night..
I'M OFFICIALLY DEAD.
I'm so bored at home. Nothing to do and no where to go. Haiz. I must faster get a license then i can go where i want to go alone.
I've always hear from people complaining that they are tired of organising. Reason is people always say not free or whatever reason. I'll tell myself that maybe they are really busy with something. Recently i've tried asking people out. Nobody wants to turn up. How funny it can be when they say remember to ask me out next time cause on that particular day they are not free. I'll try my best to be there when my friends need me. Where as it comes to me.. none. Friends that are closed, now i guess become strangers? I'm just sick and tired of asking. I shall ask no more to those i'm fuck up with . No more. And just stop complaining!