Woah i wake up le! so early. haha!!!It's now raining... wonder if zhi hao after school le how he go home... lolX. Now i'm still having sth on my mind. I will not tell others. Somethings should be kept in mind rather than saying out. Haiz.... early in the morning i'm so sad again. I'm so tired of my life but to think of the tidal wave casualities i'm already very blissful le... But if i was one of them i might not be so sad rite now. Actually i don't know about the news when it happened. It's only when it gets more serious then i realised the news. Is end of the world coming?
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Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
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To that someone. If u noe u r tt someone. I hope u will be happy forever n all e best to u to e upcoming year! At that day i heard tt u said u like a gal in ur sch n she noes tt n u said u stand a chance. dunno for wat suddenly i feel very depressed. no matter wat i will wait for u de. let all tis leave to fate. wat i can do is to wait... n nth else... stay happy always! no matter wat happens to u i will always be rite thr for u.
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I've been waiting for years
But...
the time tt i waited for you is painful
I can't say much to you
Coz i don't want to lose you as a best frenz
I'm scared you're not happy with what i'm going to tell you
So i can only stand at a corner.
But i just wanna say I Love You!
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Whahah! my com is ok again! i'm damn happy! LolX! Ha... got to update my blog quickly.
[25/12/04]
Today is Christmas day. I've spent my christmas eve at Ceyao's house with Agnes, qQ, Yee Sin, Gui zhi, Sim Teng, Yong Bin, Zhi Hao, Yao Ming, William, Eugene, Corina, Peggy, Siew Yuen & Daniel. Before that we went to catch a movie. The Phantom of the Opera. It was a nice, touching one. That day itself a lizard went into Agnes's pants. She was so terrified like that time at the chalet. Aiya to summarise is that day was fun cause i lazy to type... haha
[26/12/04]
Dian was back in S'pore! YiPeE! Went to have a meeting for e alumni band then for dinner & headed to Kah Siang's house... We was very happy at there. I got drunk. ArghX so sad! Sorry people ar! haha!!! for giving so much trouble especially to Dian! DIAN I'M SO SORRY!!!
This is my last entry for today le... will be gg hm soon~ haha... tired siax. . . well this year christmas party was just so so. . . but i would like to thank ceyao for his log cake & turkey! Thank You Ceyao!!! Will be waiting for the reopen of my school. . . haiz. . . sianz! really den i will miss my this bunch of frenz. so sad! haha. Oh ya Agnes thanks a lot for your Garfield!!! i will treasure it a lot de! believe me... =) still awaiting the alumni to start prac but dunno have to wait till when... nvm i will still wait de. got to go home and catch some sleep le if not i will become a panda! Whahaha!!!
Ar haha now at ceyao's hse to celebrate christmas... hohoho! merry christmas to all my frenz!
Yesterday tok to Agnes on phone for more than one hour... tok about lots of ting. Hey Agnes if ya happens to read this... dun be sad lar... got anything happen can just tell me de... really! Don't always hide inside your heart! When u're sad u still got me, my hotline will always be available for u! 24 hrs!!!
FUCK OFF!
DAMN U!!!
IDIOT!
ASSHOLE!
ARGHX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haiz. . . whY?!?! i'm such a lousy trumpeter. Everytime i think about it i feel like giving up e thought of playing trumpet. Haiz... a lousy trumpet player in e band will cause e band to be not a nice band.. I SUCK!!! I'm so lousy... e lousiest trumpeter in e world. Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . . ARGHX!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!!
Now i'm at yee sin blogging away. Haiz. . . My gang of frenz had already started school except me. Sianz... But never mind even they started school i will still remember them. . . Days when my com is spoil, i talk to agnes on the phone. LolX. . . talking to her is fun but sometimes may have high blood pressure. =Xx Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . . Haiz. . .
So boring!!!
School's reopening soon... haiz... will be getting my result. don't know what's my result gonna be. I don't expect to be very good at least a pass. I know myself i did not study hard for it. Tml will be last chalet for me... and e last outing. I will treasure a lot for it... But when a new school term start again... i don't know what will life be again... i surely miss lots of ppl. Miss qQ, yee sin, gui zhi, zhi hao, agnes n etc... I MISS YOU GUYS!!!
What is life all abt? Can some one please tell me? Haiz... i've been slacking all throughout my 18 years of life... I gained nothing at all but just scoldings and scoldings... I'm just a failure that live in this world. But what can i do? The least thing i can do is to complain here. I can't sit down and do nothing for my future. I've to plan very careful what i should do next. My life is very precious now... Posting such an entry now... why? i'm not sure. Maybe because of my mood? Arghx!

trpt n flute

cblj club

group pic

ym n me

tt auntie tt i know in e chalet
Woah... today's entry is i post it at my own house. My com just fix itself... whaha! well this month is a boring month for me... can't get a job & just lying around at home n rot... but e best things is i get to hang out wif my best frenz again. yeah! Went to chalet... play majong n dai dee... haha like e purpose of gg thr is to learn how to gamble.. but i tink it's alright for me bah... went for nite cycle too... get to see those "ah gua"... get to know more juniors at e chalet... not bad... a hong shao zhu name agnes... whaha! =X well got to upload pic at e chalet le in case my stupid com breaks down..

garfield vs ultraman
hey! now posting one entry at yiangshan hse... haha not much things to say oni go chalet n find jobs... but have lots of fun with my band frenz... =) well gotta stop here...haha when my com is ok den can start posting almost everyday liao...hee~ byebye