It's still the same... i can't get over it. But i'm used to it! I'm not sad... but just don't wish it to be like that!

Haiz... birthday only... big deal? it's been 6 months since i know you. i don't know what you're thinking.. but i hope you will just tell me what's on your mind... i know you don't want the misunderstanding to continue but it already ended long long time ago... i just don't want people around me to sad... for the sake of your happiness i forget what is tiredness.. i'm already tired of this... And the most important of all, don't treat your thinking as mine. Trying all my ways to stop this nonsence last time.. but what? i can't solve it. I thank all my friends who accompanied me on my birthday... and those who wished me.. thanks alot! For the past 3 years, to say the truth i really don't enjoyed it. People i wish to see don't appeared. Life just like that... Yar people just say it.. It's easy to say..