Received a call from the police career fair. Whaha! At last some news from them. But actually is they ask for my address cause i never enter in my application. Hahax! Hmmm... as for you i've got nothing to say.

I hate you!

Things happened too fast recently... Lots of things happened.. W.H.Y? I don't know!! What you told me last time doesn't seems to be really that true. Really hope all the good memories will always be there. I really think too much. Freak!!!



Hmmm... You happy i happy. I no need to care and concern about you anymore. The way you reply me and the way you treat me now i know it. Never mind... I will be just be there to cheer you up when you're sad. You don't need me anymore...

Yao wo wang ji ni wo zuo bu dao. Yao wo li kai ni wo ye zuo bu dao. Wo gai ru he shi hao? Wo hao xiang yong yuan li bu kai, wang bu ji ni.

I don't know what happened to you. Maybe i know.. but i wish you to tell me what's happening.. You don't wanna come out on Fri i can't force you. Haiz... I wanted to humour you but just... hmmm... i'm too useless. Hahax. Well told you before, everything just my fault. If i never appear, you will not need to choose or give up whatever thing. And the most important you be very happy. As on my birthday that day i still wish that my plan can carry on... You are already going to 16.. i'm sure you know what's right and what's wrong... Don't ever make the wrong decision... You must think of the consequences before you really decide what to do... Hmmm... If you are really not happy don't bottle up your feelings... You can find your senior or your friends and tell them. Not necessary to tell me if you don't feel like doing it... Anyway just be the normal you... Don't cause of anything and let you be like that...

Went for beautiful sunday today... Hmmm... Then went for lunch? Or dinner? Hahax... Never mind. Then went to arcade and then pool... Then went to eat again at secret recipe for CHEESE CAKE!! Then now at junior house to watch movie... That's all for my day...

Hmmm... what shall i say? Me and you are just very simple. I met you, i can't forget you. I like you, i can't hate you.

My application to polytechnic = unsuccessful. =(

Went cycling today... Hmmm.. Today is the most adventurous one i ever had. With injuries on my legs. And waited for more than an hour at the bus stop. It's raining cats and dogs. Thunder and lightning... Woah! First time i ever stand at the bus stop seeing the lightning strikes and hearing the thunder roars. In the end we're still drenched. I was totally wet! Sianz.. Guess i will be down with fever tomorrow. Cause i'm having headache now and whole body no strength. I going to take a break now. If you think communicating with me is very difficult then don't do it. You can choose not to... I'm tired! Very damn tired! AND I'm saddened by what you've said!!!

I don't need anyone to like me. I don't know who the "we" refers to. I don't wish to know. It better not be him! If I know both of you are talking about me I'll be very mad about it.
I'm unreasonable. Told you long ago I'm not a good person. I'm lousy. He's the best! K? Satisfied?