I'm unhappy very unhappy. Crying like shit. Nobody is here to care for me. Everybody's just busy with their stuffs, relationship, works and no time for me. No time! I'm always asking people how are you cheering people up. Give and takes. I hate people who treat me nice when they feel like doing, otherwise just dump you aside like rubbish. I hate it! If you are really not sincere being friend with me then
GET LOST & FUCK YOURSELF TO A CORNER!!! If you want to make use of me you better think twice.
Ask anyone out there..While your interviewer or your employer asked can you meet at 11 am next morning, will you as a friend ask your another friend can you wake up? I guess nobody will do that right? Interview is to perform your best and let your employer sees the best side of you. One question no matter whether it's a joke or not it will still bring your reputation down.
Went out last night. Actually wanted to sit down somewhere at the Esplanade there but in the end we sat down at Marina's square after buying some beer from 7-11. After drinking we ( st & me) sent Joyce home and headed to Chinatown, Mosque street. Dixie pub? OMG so many old uncles lor. Anyway i vomitted there. Feeling very shagged after i vomitted out everything. Well i've got one cigarrette. I was awake but i just don't have any energy to move. So took a cab to st's hostel. When we reached, i was lying down on the road side. Don't even feel like moving. St's friends passed by. So one of her friend which is a guy carried me back. He put me in a wrong position where my stomach is on his shoulder and makes me wanna vomit more. So i reached st's room. I vomitted again. Poor st have to take care of me. Sorry and thanks alot girl! Slept at her bed and cause her to have no place to sleep. In the morning when i'm awake my head is seriously in pain and still i feel like vomitting. I won't want to drink so much next time? Beer or liquors just make me depressed and feel like drinking more. Stupid!
.Night with Vodka, Beer and one puff of smoke.
Went to Vivo for dinner. There's st and joyce. We played pool and some arcade games. Then headed to Clarke Quay. Desmond was already there waiting for us. Sorry! Set off to find some air-con place as Desmond said it will be quite hot sitting outside to chill.. So we went Clinic it's full unless we want to stand. Then to Fashion bar it's also full.. So in the end we went to Geographer Bar . Singapore. Bankgkok. Initially we did passed by Geographer Bar but cause the place is like a bar with no humans so we did not choose there. LOL! But in the end we still ended up there. People there was from Thailand which i don't know why at first till st told me they have branch in Bangkok. Then i went toilet and saw their signboard and finally i know why. Joyce had to leave first so st and me sent her to mrt station and waited there to fetch Karen. Sorry to leave Desmond there. Don't know why whenever i used my phone call Karen she won't answer, st called her she answered. HMPH! As if my phone is from police station. Well then we were back at the bar. More people were coming in.. Hmmm maybe it's like us, everywhere was full so they came here or it's just the timing. People like to chill out later? Haha! Drank 4 Jugs of vodka with mixture of orange and lime separately. Off to 7-11 to buy 2 cans of beer. Me n st had it. Sat down at the bridge there and started chatting. At around 4 a.m we went home? That's it.
Went to meet st. She ate her lunch at Hougang mall food court. I suggested for pool but while we are reaching st said she don't wish to play. As she was tired we sat at the Kopitiam eating Zhu Chang Fen and Xia Jiao. Then we wished to go for a drink and so we set off to Grapevine. As we were waiting for bus it started to rain. Had to be in the rain cause there's no shelter along some of the way. Well reached there and it's open at 6 pm. So we went trying Coconut Groove but it's the same. Gave up and set off to Macdonald. While walking i suddenly thought of White Tangerine. We went there instead. Had Honey baked wings, nuggets and fries and Hoegarden. A game of pool too...
