I'm still sick.. Now worst.. down with fever and flu. How i wish i will be sick when i'm not. Cause i will sleeping for like hours and hours. But now i'm sick.. I feel so fatigued. Goals in my life. I'm going to enact them one by one. Will be a triumphant one fine day.

I've been drinking almost everyday? Anyone wanna join in? Reached home around 4 am last night. Slept till 4 pm today and went out.. Now sleeping time soon.

Ok i'm now in the office. Fuck!!! Why must i always search for files? Fuck off ok!!! Fuck your way out of my road. Asshole! I live my life miserably.. So? Who cares? ME? Yar!

Eating instant noodles and chocolates now.. How i wish i will be sick tomorrow. What adds up to make me more heaty? Junk foods yea? I bumped onto you at Lot 1. You are always on my mind.. And when i reached Lot 1 i saw you. I don't know how to react. I really wish to be by my side. But seriously if letting you go can let you be carefree, happy and not that stress. After i've met you i'm really very happy. Being with you i'm already very contented with my life. Believe it or not. No point for me to be drunk.. Cause i don't wish to. Haiz. I don't know what to say anymore. Anway people who read this entry.. I'm finding part time job to work on fri and sat. Please help me keep a look out. Thanks.

Losing you in my life is like losing everthing in my whole life. My meaningless life. I really can't stop myself from missing you. Again i'm blogging in the pub again. I guess i never ever feel so deeply sad and remorseful. I mean what i've said. I meant in down my heart. =(

Dinner at The Central, Waraku with Yuan Zhi and Caren. Due to my laziness i will only upload pictures next time. Anyway the food over there wasn't that bad.

I'm back home... I don't know how much i've drank yesterday.. I guess not alot? Jessie gave us chivas shot.. She just asked me to drink so i drank it. Then Shindy was like abit high? And i was still that mood. No feeling... Going out soon. Don't wish to rest any further. I miss you.. I will miss you everyday.

I feel so sad and lost without you. I'm crying. I'm a cry baby. I cry because i do really care about you. I don't wish to lose you. ='( You are so important to me. I've never do so much things that i don't do in the past. I'm blogging now in a ktv pub. I'm not drunk yet but shindy is almost there. I remember what you've say. Asking me not to drink too much. I remember what you've said to me before. I know i was in the wrong for the past. You wanted me to save up.. For my own good. But sometimes when it's late i have no other choice but to take cab.. I'm just so sorry. Other than sorry and what i did i really don't know how to make you smile like how i first knew you. I love you!

This few weeks though i'm tired but after seeing you i'm so energetic. Knowing you is a blessing to me. Life revolves only you and me. Walking around and around.. I'm really glad i knew you. I love you!

Finally i'm sitting down infront of my computer without rushing off to anywhere. I don't what to say or blog. Just that i miss my friends.. I really miss you guys. All of us are so busy. Some busy with school stuffs where as some with work. How i wish i can really go back to school. Studying is really much easier than working. If i really have the money i will study till i don't want to. At least i can gain as much knowledge as i want. Don't want to waste my time. Want to save up and study? Is it possible for me? Business management or accountacy?

Company now at Jurong. So so sianz... Work and work.. I'm so tired...

Company now at Jurong. So so sianz... Work and work.. I'm so tired...