Been coughing for almost two months and yet to recover. What's wrong? Not even have a peaceful sleep every night when i coughed till my lungs almost erupted.

世界让我恐惧.
人们的阴险让我怀疑.
欺骗, 威胁, 暴力, 假面具…
你属于那一种?
简简单单 = 每天快乐

我好累.
眼睛好困.
我好累.
心无力跳动.
我好累.
就此歇一些可以吗?

Getting more and more lethargic day by day. Even come to think of having my meals daily meals make me feel so sick of it. What more can i hope for? My days are happy and filled with laughter when my friends are around me. And so when i'm alone i think of something else which never goes away from my brain. I don't know why. I've tried and i'm tired.

死, 因为灵过渡受伤.
 死, 因内心深处破裂.
 死, 因脑海一片空白.
 死, 因控制不了的心.
 死, 因人以成废.
 死, 因活着很累.
 我, 选着了死亡.

Life being like now though is abit of boring but i guess there's no much complications involved. Sweet memories will still comes by when i'm alone but it will never be here again.

Been coughing for one month already. Whole month of Feb im sick even till now. People are telling me to go for X-ray. Sigh!